M HEART STILL SKIPS A BEAT!!!!!... The sunset of my life.. the autumn of this journey.. when and how will it end? its easy to say "i hate u " its easy to act rude and blistering but its tough to let go the feeling its to tough to forget your touch its tough to forget your words.. your voice still shimmers like the christmas bells your eyes still glare like the rising sun.. the masculine hands which were always there are lost in the glttering lights.. my concious heart still doesn know's where did i go wrong? why did i loose the peace of your eyes.? the scrouching of those eyes still holds me gutless........ what a nit-wit;i know you are not mine i can never touch that moon yet that violin plays the tune of hope that someday somewhere a lane of woods, a window of venegance, a door of care, a path of fare, a mouth of words, a night of dreams, might still get together... and make me yours.. as is still and still and until the end, will only be your's i might never ...