My chaotic call of life
My chaotic call of life I moved a step into this world of grey, blood pumping slowly into my still building up heart all was a chaos , eyes were still locked was learning to distinguish colors , my finger tips , small nails , eyelids and ear holes all from a tissue blast a chaos of billions of cells , a soul was embraced . I don’t know what this feeling was, I was happy I was sad I was anxious I was confused I was erratic , well I know it’s too much for someone my size !! Nine months is too much of a time to analyze and quicken up my nerves, I didn’t have my windows yet to peep into the outside universe of chaos though yes I had feel of the mystification, I could feel my bearers love affection crave for the intimacy , her insecurities and the uncertainties. Her pulse rate slow and steady and the peace serene while the quickened it did and it was a rush of cosmos. Next to the love my father whose genes I had, a touch and I did know he did set up a great preten...