I'll Return to The home of the Lone : A puzzle i cant decipher.

I'll Return to The home of the Lone  : A puzzle i cant decipher.

A click of finger and all does change
yesterday a soul who was just a relate
becomes a turbulence of sensation
a handful dates of the blissful delusion

caressing fingers a leisurely exchange
his bear hug meant all that of substance
lone spread enough to contain together
he was my pill to insomnia, a secure anchorage  

each graph till the crest and it has to plunge
 days I shared all, now it’s a voids presence
his trace down my spine, all off the mark 
devil and angel always play their part to the mark

he is the response to all my uncertainties

doesn’t belong yet a sense of being my possess
dependent altogether , consequential to self pity
and still I am pondering as to  why ?

It’s an undefined merger
he is an enigma I am unable to decipher
the era of this relation is prefixed
thought of tomorrow however leaves me perturbed

he is a greek god and I am not of significance
in cradle on his torso it’s where I feel fine
thus puzzled if I am a mere instrument of his contentment
for me he is and will be forever vital in ways I don’t know of yet

it’s funny how the walk of life can take you down without a struggle
back in the day I achieved the world all alone
now I am weak in my knees , with a suffocating confession
his walk away and I contain an apologetic alarm of desertion .

In the quiet moment I'll return to home of the lone .

-khushi