OWED: to your NDIFFERENCE.

Like a brother, like a friend
each autumn and each spring
Steps so far I could hang on
then why today,,
was it all really meant to change ..
days when as an open book
I could read through
then why are you a mystery
unresolved today…
a cauldron worthy enough
I could pour my tears into
was it really meant to have a fissure..
a fitting sustain
to the vine fragile…
was it really meant to detach when raw
time could change, time has changed
a lot in you while a lot with me
fuzzy to protract really it is
so now it matters not
the indifference you show
when I am shattered, when I am weak
when I am alone and your party is at peak
undoubtedly the essence is gone
the unspoken once loud to you
have been muted well by
how I wish, the words you preach
could match the perform
how I wish I could have the lost you
how I wish I could have the old days back…

-khushi <3 br="br">i really wish i would never had to write this 

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