I will create rainbows , my butterflies 


Don’t be hurt
I’m not frail
don’t be scared
I’m brave for thee
don’t be sad
I’m still not broken
try harder you there
I’m still left with life
don’t give me the garden
I’m still sure to bloom
slash away my dreams
I’m going to drive the horizon
didn’t craft me worthy
I’m not staying worthless
 didn’t grant a true friend
I’m still standing no more ill bow
each fantasy into a nightmare
I’m still going to beam all sunrise
sure don’t craft a living love
I’m still sure to survive myself
better be even an orphan
I’m sure still to create my living dream


With every descend
with every dagger through my back
with every tear and the gibberish streak
with every pal and I still a washout
with every ruthless statement of mother
with every egotistic thought of father
with every essence of abhorrence in eye of my sibling
Sir I will still on my hold create rainbows and butterflies

-khushi.

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